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running funk
May 8, 2007

I haven’t really run since my last ankle sprain which coincidentally was the first day of this blog. So while my blog cut-line includes running with a sprightly dog, I have not been participating in such acts on a regular basis. In this entry I explore why and try to convince myself that it is A) OK and B) something I need to pick back up ASAP.

I am a certain kind of runner. When I am training for something, I am all business and rarely miss a day in my schedule. I have been running since I was a kid. I ran competitively in high school. I was always good at it but one of the slowest of the good ones. I like to have fun. I don’t force it if I don’t feel it and will sometimes opt to stay in the garden rather than lace up my shoes and head out. However, once I am out, I will not stop no matter how horrendous I feel.

At one time I could run a 5:50 mile. Now if I break 9 I am psyched. I can run forever–I always joke that my 10K pace is the same as my marathon pace. But I think part of this is that I am afraid that if I try to be faster I won’t be able to and then I will have failed. I know I can run any distance so my goals always teeter between being a running Purist (running to feel my breath and my body move, unaware of time splits) and a running Competitor (obsessively noticing that I am 10 seconds behind usual when I reach the spot by the Loyola High School football field.)

So I have not been feeling it. I was training for the Missoula half marathon or at least promising myself I would start training for it and then thought I might look and feel kinda funny running with a 4 month prego belly. So I halfway abandoned the idea until my midwife said I should go for it and just listen to myself and respond accordingly. Seems like logical advice but honestly–and this is where the Competitor takes over (my friends never want to play board games with me)–I think I might have a hard time walking or even slowing down in a race.

So I think I need to cultivate the Purist in my running self. Running is a lot like gardening and making art. I start out with a goal in mind, feel my way through it, usually adjusting the goal a bit and end up with a tangible, satisfying result. I will run in the morning.

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Amy
May 8, 2007 at 7:52 PM

I have been trying to get back in the swing as well, but it has been a few years for me. I did run last night and a couple times a week for the last few weeks. Maybe we could kick each other in the butt sometimes to keep things movin’.



whitelj24
May 8, 2007 at 8:22 PM

i am almost willing to bet you that you will allow yourself to walk the half if you are pg and not get mad at yourself for it (gawd, i am SO the same way). think of it this way…it’ll be your fastest pregnant half.
xoxo lisa
(remember running the peachtree and talking the ENTIRE way through it. at the end, you looked at your watch completely horrified that our time was so slow. i remember the constant conversation, not our time…although not a clue what we really did talk about – ha)



dig this chick
May 8, 2007 at 10:15 PM

walk the whole half? hmmm. Seriously, Lisa, I don’t know if I can walk the whole thing. It would be so slow. I would have to get really zen. Maybe I could try to find someone to do it with me? Also, I like how you say “if you are pg.” heh.

Amy, do you want to walk the half?



Jean
May 9, 2007 at 2:31 PM

I would walk the half with you. When is it?
Zen is the key. (A four month pg belly wouldn’t be a hindrance, by the by)
I love you, girl.



dig this chick
May 9, 2007 at 3:18 PM

Sunday, July 15.



Jean
May 9, 2007 at 3:38 PM

We’ll just be getting back from Portland. Dammit.



Pam
May 9, 2007 at 6:18 PM

In the words of the philosopher, Wilder:
Ain’t nothin’ gonna to break my stride
Nobody’s gonna slow me down, oh-no
I got to keep on movin’
Ain’t nothin’ gonna break my stride
I’m running and I won’t touch ground
Oh-no, I got to keep on movin’
xoxoxo,
P



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